Tag Archives: Asperger’s Syndrome

Unfairly judging people (and also not wanting to be judged)

I’m as guilty of judging people as anyone else, although my motives for doing so are purely a defense mechanism.  I’ve done it twice now this week and I feel pretty bad for it.  I judged my roommate’s boyfriend as … Continue reading

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List of reasons to live vs. reasons not to

** TRIGGER WARNING ** I’m a weirdo and I like making lists, because they help me to organize my thoughts and priorities.  One particular list has had several iterations over the years is my list of reasons to live versus … Continue reading

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An actual ‘update’

I’ve been here almost a week now and it’s been going alright so far.  I get along well with my 2 roommates, both of whom seem to tolerate my weirdness and awkwardness.  I’ve had pretty extensive conversations with one of … Continue reading

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And it just gets worse….

I didn’t sleep much last night because my mind won’t stop racing.  I don’t know what to do anymore and I’m in dire need of some sort of guidance, which is not forthcoming.  I can’t meet with my care manager … Continue reading

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Dysphoria, suicidal ideation and missing her

*** TRIGGER WARNING *** I saw my psychiatrist earlier and I think he finally recognizes the un-diagnosed autism piece.  Let’s just say that he finally asked the ‘right’ questions and looked at the wider picture, rather than focusing on my … Continue reading

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My noisy, agoraphobic hell

I swear, I’ve never lived in a place as noisy as this.  The loud bass problem from the apartment next door has escalated.  It is now past midnight and the music /and bass has been going since this morning.  I … Continue reading

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The “high functioning” label (curse) strikes again

I slept for a whopping 2 hours last night and I’m really feeling the effects of sleep deprivation at this point.  I’m hoping that at some point. I just crash and sleep for 12 hours or something, but that’s highly … Continue reading

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